Dear son, There is so many things i want to say to you and so many things i want to show you. I have many cuddles and kisses locked up tight in my heart for you, which i'll keep til we meet again. I hope we will meet again. Can't quite believe how much time has passed without you and i can't bare to think about how quickly it has gone. Missing you as always, forever. Wish you were here with me. I feel so empty without you. Isabella is keeping me going, she's a cheeky monkey. She misses you too. I'm so sorry mommy couldn't protect you. I love you xxxxx