6 months ago today Matteo was born, 6 whole months.... I can't help but think of what should've been, i imagine you beaming a beautiful smile at me, i dream about what you would look like, what you'd be doing right now. I should be thinking about what to feed you for your first meal, instead i'm thinking about a design for your headstone. Don't like how time passes so quickly, everyday I'm moving further away from when i had you. But I do feel you in my heart and sometimes i feel you all around me. Wish you were here. Miss you son. Sleep tight little one xxxx