Somehow we're still standing. we smile, we laugh, we enjoy ourselves, somethings we thought would never happen again. I still feel troubled but i'm OK. We can survive the impossible. Deep inside my heart, my soul, my little son Matteo, amore, my little man is tucked up with a mummy's cuddle, i will never let go.

Matteo was such a beautiful, tiny baby, i will never forget those deep brown eyes and all his super soft head full of dark hair. His soft, soft skin with he's little folds. Big hands and feet, daddy's little bum chin.  I held him nearly all his life, i didn't want to put him down, i hope he felt our love. xxxx